Kay these are just some of my wishlists. I added them here not because of X'mas's nearing but just put as a type of goal or reminder.
Hmms , Some point of my wishlist never changes (:
- Being healthy
- be happy ( enjoy the simplicity of life! )
- Happy family!
- Happy YQ !
- Happy friends !
- Happy everybody! ( to know that there is still hope even when time is bad)
With the above I can already be very satisfied .... ( still trying not to complain so much!)
Now materially ..... (very nice to have ... )
- Photoshoot with family!
- Photoshoot ofmyself !
- Photoshoot with YQ
- more photos with friends ! if can photoshoot , I'll be happy too!
- Renovate room
- more clothes and accessories
- shoes
- Bags
heheh , even though its just for like an update, if you have the capability to fulfill them for me ,you are most welcome!
Well, today's is YQHoney/s sister wedding !! Having different type of feeling and more excitement compared to work having to wake up at similar timings! I think this wedding gave me quite a lot of worries! one dress can take me more than 3 month to choose! I tried on more than 15 pieces at least!!!
What made this wedding special is that I'm not just a "attendee" kind of thing but attending a wedding of someone close and being part of little details before and after. This wedding i saw beautiful sights of people really putting effort in making this wedding a success. I saw joy and laughters and most importantly, genuine care and love. It was really nice to experience this with Honey and his family members! *all smiliess !!* Wishing the newly wed eternal bliss and happiness always!
Now I do have to admit that the previous days had not been well. Mood swings because random things. I know people are experiencing even harsher circumstances, but you know, you just have that tiny whiny bit of dissatisfaction. some examples would be that my slipper broke and my rants from the manager and some bugging mind consuming queries and worries. (actually not so bad) haha !.
Tried to find some joy but it isnt as easy as it seems. It takes a lot of determination and positive attitude to win such battles. succumbing to self pity is really easy and simply the most effortless job. I do thank God for cheering me up in many little ways. Thank you. wouldn't have felt better without you.
today is probably one of the few days in life when you woke up one morning and feel grouchy and moody. totally no mood at all for anything. But I'm really glad i'm out today. Just got reminded again how I should be more honest towards myself and to my heavenly father. I do pray that in every decision I make or steps I take, the spirit would guide me through. Understanding how simple minded I am in life, I also hope that I can be as wise as serpents and gentle as doves.
Heyas know I've not been updating much. anyway, I've also been quite uncontactable but its alright now because my phone seem to cooperate when time is near whereby the phone gets replaced. If say this phone has any consciousness I guess it made the right decision. Anyway, Later I'm going to take my last paper for this semester. Hoping to get good overall results since I did fairly well for the past UTs and daily grades. So all the best ! && during this period of YOG break and all, I received insights ;this period had certainly been fruitful. Even in times of fatigue, God still speaks to me and uses each opportunity to tune me to another perspective of life. I shared those insights with Hons and he's rather happy about it. he said "Good, It took you 1 year plus." In fact, it isnt t just 1 year plus , its probably the mindset since young. Thats why I cant help to be amazed at God and his bits and pieces that manages to fit in nicely into our life. Another thing I realized about myself is that ... I'm actually afraid of the dark. Do you have any Idea how _________ it is that this fear's existent isnt apparent to me at all? I just passed each day thinking its normal. Though I'm still sensitive about "the" topic, He showed me that he cares for me and I'm not fighting battles alone, though I'm still scared at times , but I know im safe in his hands.
So , dont forget to kick butts cause ur're born to (:
